So... Who's going to read this? Probably very few people. But since I created this blog as an effort to keep myself sane while I go through a bunch of scary procedures, pain, and difficult, life-changing stuff, I'll write. If only for myself, but I'll write anyways.
My question tonight: how can any man understand what's looming ahead, with a surgery planned less than a month for now? My husband is the most supportive, understanding, patient man, but how could he possibly know what I'm going through? And does it really matter how much he understands?...
So yeah... hysterectomy, bilateral ovarian removal, and whatever else they decide to do while I'm opened up, because of a fear of cancer that, wisely or stupidely, I don't share with the doctors. Cancer. The ugly word. Maybe. In me. Hate it.
I'm off to bed.
- Who am I?
- In October 2009, at 44, I'll be going through a radical hysterectomy and ovary ablation, throwing me into an early menopause, all before the arrival of my second adopted child... Hello, craziness! I created this blog to document the adventure and discoveries, and to prevent any self-pity party.
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